The beginning...

Its always difficult...to begin....be it to get up from bed and start a new day...

or be it start a speech which you have rehersed a thousand times in front of the mirror....yet at that point with just 50 faces staring at you battling with words seem so impossible..it takes all your strength to begin that "Ladies and gentlemen..."

You know that semester exams will begin at the end of two weeks...and you have enough time to study...and as an added advantage you have all the necessary materials with you...but to take out that first book and start revising the lessons...god knows why it takes so much pain to start....to begin....

when you have a close friend of your who was out of contact for 10 years and suddenly today you got his/ her number and you have decided to make a call...but the question is how many time have you cut the call before finally deciding to go for it.....Dint you feel a bit shy to begin??

Its a weekend day..Finally after five days of terrible work...you are spending a lazy afternoon..and then you get a call from your mom to go to groceries...and you know that mom doesnt like excuses(mine hates hearing it!!)....You must have endured the pain in pulling the feet out of your blanket and placing it on the floor..wondering some miracle to change mom's mind...Its hard, right?

I have been thinkin about my food habits for the past 2 years and not to mention my friends also fall in the same category  yet it seems so difficult to maintain a strict diet...to "begin" it....every time i think of dieting, an image of B&R and a single scoop of vanilla with nuts and chocolate beads decorated over it comes to my mind....and the beginning is delayed....again..

or even be it the day you always dremt of..the day you could bent one knee and ask your lady love the famous  question.."Will you marry me?"...C'mon ...why are we goin towards the proposal??!!...How many of you have the guts to go to the girl of your dreams and ask for a date...or cut that down to a coffee...can you hide that struggle in taking the first step...??

 

and what more...when we feel so difficult to tell the person whom we love the most the feeling we have towards them....then how are we ever gonna start our life with a bundle of expectations  in our back (most of the them piled by our siblings and parents!!) when we feel so itchy to begin...

Well am clueless...It must be the uneasiness to get out of the comfort zone...the problem in gettin disturbed...or fear that the present happiness might be lost...guess who knows...all that i know is it took me around one year to think should I start blogging or not...But once you begin...whilst fighting with all the alternatives and excuses you could find...inspite of the result..be it good or bad...you will be definitely happy that...you have begun it!!!!

Have a great day!!!